My boyfriend is awesome. I love him. His girlfriend (me, Miriam) is having some issues...not necessarily with him but in general.
-There is something wrong with a girl who does not want her boyfriend to hang out with his friends (hmmm, ok well in my defense I'm not mad about him hanging out with his friends but I'm mad because he didn't give me any notice about it and we had plans so I had to figure something out. However, I was EXTREMELY upset and cried all night. That, my friends, is fucked up!! Must be me not him)
-There is something wrong with a girl who does not want her boyfriend to drink or smoke. (he rarely ever does and he never does it around me but I STILL get upset. There's no winning for this poor guy. If he tells me, I get upset, and if he lies, I get mad because he lied! wtf!)
-There is something wrong with a girl who wants to spend every waking moment with her boyfriend. (I try sooo hard to not get upset or act clingy but I really like him and it's hard to to get attached to someone so wonderful)
So uh, diagnosis? Maybe I really am a possessive bitch who just tries to hide it to keep the peace? How the hell do I fix this? Because, A.)I don't want to lose the love of my life and the man I want to spend my life with and B.) I want him to have fun and live his life so he doesn't burn out and get sick of me.
I can't imprison him, nor do I want to. But I can't get this upset every time he wants to do something other than be with me.
I NEED TO FIX THIS